The Apathy

It is like being in neutral. Like having your thoughts put to a stop and putting your dreams on hold. The indifference that swells in you will eventually burst and you will have to vent if off somehow... just know that it will not be pretty.

Suppressed emotions can hide who you are and what you could become by keeping others from seeing the real you. Of course they do see a stable you, but when your time comes, you will implode and you will come crashing down in a mess of fear, anxiety, and stress built up from over time. They could also prevent you from solving problems by not letting yourself put any emotion into your thinking. You think you can be healed from all the damage that has been done to you be standing your ground and holding everything back from everyone? Don't count on it. As humans, with souls, we MUST have a form of release. No one can go without letting some steam off occasionally... it just isnt healthy.

Apathy is a lack of concern, a continual suppression of important feelings, and an indifferent state that cannot be broken usually by any means except for your own will. Put your heart where you like, just know that if you want it healed, you have to believe in time's healing power and the importance of putting the past behind you. It is understandable if you may be hesitant to do so, but also know that time moves faster than you will be able to keep track of. Years will go by and you will instantly realize that there is a pressure building up inside you that HAS to get out if you are going to move on to the next stage of your life.

-quixotic-