The Uncontainable

There is this uncontrollable, unstoppable, uncontainable impulse I have to make people feel appreciated lately. It is not me trying to suck up to anyone or even me trying to make people feel good. I just want the people I love to know how grateful I am of them and everything they have done and stand for. There is a lot of hatred going around these days that just doesn't make sense to me any more. I feel immune to illicit behavior and confined to my own cell of personal intervention. I have been feeling good about life ever since I cleaned up. I have started becoming more careful about everything in life. The words I use, the actions I demonstrate, the effects of my words and actions on others... all taken into perspective so much more clearly. I have a passion to improve. I have a passion to correct. And all these uncontainable impulses are inevitable. I am changing for a reason and I feel secure that nothing can hold me down at this point.

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